per se
I don’t want you
per se.
Because each and every day
you
come back and talk about her.
No, no, I don’t want you–
I want the idea of you,
and all your compassion.
I’d like to fashion
someone else
out of the likes of you.
Take your honesty and bravery,
leave everything unsavory,
and make a new person.
One with less baggage
and who’s less of a challenge
to handle.
That’s what I want
exactly.
Not you, per se,
but someone like you
who ever day
walks in and looks at me
the way that you think she
looks at you.
Because let me tell you,
she does not look at you
the way you want her to,
oh no.
She might know you are real
but she doesn’t know your appeal.
Because trust me,
there’s someone out there for all of us,
and if there’s enough love, there’s enough trust,
so trust me.
Trust me when I say
that there is no other way
that this could have gone
because it’s a strange world to live in
when, with you, there’s a never ending dawn.