{"id":394,"date":"2016-05-27T19:44:27","date_gmt":"2016-05-27T23:44:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/girlwriter.com\/?p=394"},"modified":"2019-02-19T15:17:11","modified_gmt":"2019-02-19T20:17:11","slug":"per-se","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/?p=394","title":{"rendered":"per se"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!-- >For Oliver.<--><br \/>\nI don&#8217;t want\u00a0<em>you<\/em><\/p>\n<p>per se.<\/p>\n<p>Because each and every day<\/p>\n<p>you<\/p>\n<p>come back and talk about <em>her<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>No, no, I don&#8217;t want <em>you&#8211;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I want the idea of you,<\/p>\n<p>and all your compassion.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d like\u00a0to fashion<\/p>\n<p>someone else<\/p>\n<p>out of the likes of you.<\/p>\n<p>Take your honesty and bravery,<\/p>\n<p>leave everything unsavory,<\/p>\n<p>and make a new person.<\/p>\n<p>One with less baggage<\/p>\n<p>and who&#8217;s less of a challenge<\/p>\n<p>to handle.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s what I want<\/p>\n<p>exactly.<\/p>\n<p>Not you, per se,<\/p>\n<p>but someone like you<\/p>\n<p>who ever day<\/p>\n<p>walks in and looks at me<\/p>\n<p>the way that you think she<\/p>\n<p>looks at you.<\/p>\n<p>Because let me tell you,<\/p>\n<p>she does not look at you<\/p>\n<p>the way you want her to,<\/p>\n<p>oh no.<\/p>\n<p>She might know you are real<\/p>\n<p>but she doesn&#8217;t know your appeal.<\/p>\n<p>Because trust me,<\/p>\n<p>there&#8217;s someone out there for all of us,<\/p>\n<p>and if there&#8217;s enough love, there&#8217;s enough trust,<\/p>\n<p>so\u00a0<em>trust<\/em> me.<\/p>\n<p>Trust me when I say<\/p>\n<p>that there is no other way<\/p>\n<p>that this could have gone<\/p>\n<p>because it&#8217;s a strange world to live in<\/p>\n<p>when, with you, there&#8217;s a never ending dawn.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t want\u00a0you per se. Because each and every day you come back and talk about her. No, no, I don&#8217;t want you&#8211; I want the idea of you, and all your compassion. I&#8217;d like\u00a0to fashion someone else out of the likes of you. Take your honesty and bravery, leave everything unsavory, and make a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":396,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=394"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":949,"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/394\/revisions\/949"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/396"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=394"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=394"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/girlwriter.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=394"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}